Can I please get unbanned? I'm sorry

i was banned by joshskiiz for buildinga death hole notfor trying to kill mattyh2k1.
I believe it was handled badly by a moderator.
1. Like he said, he arrvied there before i pushed himdownthewhole.
2. he said oh he survived i guess ur lucky.
3. he said not to use help op for that so he knew what was going down.
4. the guy survived.
5. the guuwouldnt leaveafter i told him roughly 5 times
6. if he was there he shoyuldve told mestop,if its such a peoblem.
7. he waited which mods arent supposed to do i dont think.
I think i should be banned for a period of time, i think what i did was  not in the right and that i should not be perma banned